Panic

I've read the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy too many times. I should be panicking right now. I should be freakin right the fuck out. I have no money. No pogey. No Wellfare. Some prospects, I guess, but not many. While I should be out selling something or cleaning something for a check every two weeks. I spend my time  doodling with animation software, imagining a career with... well... imaging a career and listening to music.
I feel like I'm standing on the sidelines. But I'm OK with it.

Ofcourse I want money and an apartment and my own cans of tuna and a big bag of my own dope and a car/scooter and a lover and a gathering atleast once a week, where I feed my friends pizza or spaghetti, but I  dangerously believe that all that stuff will just happen down the road, so I don't panic. I wonder if panicking will make me accomplish more. I do need to pay for things.

Arrrghhh!...there it is....yelp... I just had to write about it for the fear to start flowing. I need cash. And guidance. Why the fuck was my guidance councellor so monumantally useless back in school?!! I'm done blaming myself for my lack of motivation. I should start believing in God just to blame someone.

Anyway. I'm gonna go for coffee and help at the comic store. I have started some work for next years sketch and I am making a Pinnard cartoon for the site.

Comments

[g]

your always welcome to the cans of tuna. I dont really like it, anyway.
I can also give you a kick in the ass every morning and ask you "What are you doing today to make your life better?". Or I could just change the lock and see what happens.

[Yanik]

I think it's still ok to blame god, since it's all the churchies and mosqueys (español: mosquitos) who are causing all the other problems.

Why does panic have no "K" while panicking does? PLEASE, I have to know immediately!!!!

[harmony]

Probably the same reason why traffic doesn't and trafficking does. Either that or it's the mosquitoes . . oh and by the way, this is how you spell "Yanicking"